Wednesday, December 2, 2009

a lightbulb moment

fuck

sitting in the bathtub last night i realized that no man has ever loved me more than my dad did. also realized no man has ever loved me anywhere near as much as dad loved mum.

we had a shitty relationship in my teens because he was insanely angry and jealous that i was growing up and becoming rather pretty and getting attention from men (other men?)...but i was too young to know any better than to think he was just being a dick.

the only man who even comes close is kimsquit, and he's never been a dick when i get attention from other men.

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