i've been struggling with my commitments to myself, and refining my goals. for the sake of emptying out my head, i'm taking a friend's suggestion and dumping a list of what i don't want:

i don't want to wear a size 12 anymore; i want to fit into a 6.

i don't want a hideous peach coloured bathroom.

i don't want a messy house.

i don't want a broken dryer.

i don't want dead plants in my house.

i don't want to be so fucking lazy.

i don't want to make up excuses to avoid the gym.